Oh such things that have happened since I last wrote! I'm in the final countdown for school, beginning the countdown towards the LSAT, started speech therapy with my son, had my heart broken and realized, once again, I have no idea where to go from here. It's a rather pissy feeling to think you have everything figured out and then realize you're completely clueless. Life is just full of surprises isn't it?
There is a ray of hope in that I have finally started getting child support! This eases the burden some...now just to find a job. Hmm...
The rest of life hardly seems worth writing about; it's all depressing and would be of little interest to most people. I feel like I'm at a crossroads in my life and I'm still not sure what path to take. I want to go to law school but if I don't get in, I might try to pack up, move west and find a grad school. I have no idea what I'd go in to but I'm still hoping law school will work out.
I had another seizure the night before last, just after one in the morning. I "woke up" on my bathroom floor with my mom sitting at my feet asking if I was ok. She explained to me that she'd heard a loud bang followed by a series of other bangs and went racing upstairs to find me convulsing on the floor. I have somewhat of a black eye; it's pretty swollen in some areas but the bruising isn't too bad. Luckily I didn't chew up my tongue which seems to be my favourite thing to do. So I've been spending the last two days doing a lot of sleeping.
I'm currently listening to Apologize by Timbaland and it pretty accurately describs my mood at the moment. It's like one of those songs where you begin to question yourself only to realize it doesn't really matter; what's done is done.
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