Memories

Old memories never really die. Sometimes there are the ones that you’d rather forget about and others you want to cherish forever. Either way, they stay a part of you forever. Sometimes a person can be a total jerk to you but you can still have feelings for them years later, though you might not really like them. Other people can be absolutely wonderful but you lose them. Regardless, both types create memories that remain stored in your brain forever. You can put them in a little box and try to hide them away. For some people this works. They are able to take the most awful things that have happened to them and push them far into the back of their mind. But, if you were to bring it up, suddenly that little box is opened again and they are flooded with all of those memories. Of course it works in the opposite scenario as well. You take all the really good memories and store them in a box whether to cherish and recall constantly, or to cherish and try not to think about them. I think I am at that latter stage. There are so many memories I have which I will cherish forever but try not to really think about. Once you realize the good you had, not having it any longer really just hurts. I truly believe everything happens for a reason and I’m sure Ill discover that reason eventually, just right now it’s pretty damn foggy. lol So thanks to all who have given me my memories, both the good and the bad, because they have helped shape me into who I am today. But thank you especially to those who have given me my best memories, the ones that while they might bring some heartache, also bring great happiness. Love Always. :)